Feel It.
I’m trying to hold onto this love
Hoping you’ll take me back but no
You’re so beautiful, you’re so beautiful when you break
Screaming at walls with no ears
Torturing haters with no fears
It’s how we’re all connected
It’s how we’re all infected
Can you feel the rage
You know you’re not alone
Can you feel the rage
You know you’re not alone
The time has come to realize that you’re not alone in here
We’re all a lie to slow it down and increase your fear
Now we’ve seen the light can we truly live
Now we’ve seen the light can we truly live
Taste my guilt.
You know I can’t hold on to this feeling of needing you
My love for you feels wrong
Tonight with you just feels so right
As soon as they’re all gone
I’ll make it up to you
A million reasons to go on
Then why you afraid to live
And if you’re there then there’s nowhere I can hide away from you
Then taste my guilt and poison all your doubts you had of me
And learn how to die with me
They’re all you know, they own your soul
It’s not alright, it’s not acceptable
It’s who you are, the person you hate to be
It’s only you that meant so much to me
You know I can’t hold on to this feeling of needing you
My love for you feels wrong
Tonight with you just feels so right
And learn how to die with me, tonight with you just feels so right
And learn how to die with me, tonight with you just feels so right
Broken.
I day dream of you and the times we spent together
I’m so in love with you but we know it can’t last forever
I know it’s you that’s pushing me down
I wondering when you gonna let me out
It’s a shame that you feel the same in a world that’s not made for you.
And I try, try, try but it’s you that keeps pulling me down.
I’d change all the things I see
I’d change all the things I feel
I’d change all the things I see
I’d change all the things I feel
And when you’re feeling down.
You know you shouldn’t feel right.
And when you’re feeling down.
You know you shouldn’t feel right.
Forgive me.
Can I tighten your noose, can I let you out tonight… for you
Does she have a heart worth taking
Does he have a face worth breaking
There’ll be times when I love you
A hundred times you’ll hate me more
So please forgive me
There’ll be times I’ll break you down
A time will come when you’ll kill me
So please forgive me
This time you’ll know it’s true
You can’t deny the truth, no you can’t deny this life
Regret it while you’re half way down
Regret while you’re bleeding out
Regret it one last time
Gun.
Take this rope and hang yourself, it’s not a choice you have.
Take this water and drown yourself
You’ll float on high underground
And so far you’ve come to stay alive
You say you know me but you don’t know yourself
So you can breathe again, so you can breathe again
Even though your shadow knows you well
You’ll do it all for fame and glory
You know you should have been so right
Instead you chose to loose
You do it to yourself. Now you’ve gone too far and I can’t follow you
You do it to yourself. Now you’ve gone too far
So you can breathe again… you do it to yourself
So you can breathe again… you do it to yourself
So you can breathe again… you do it to yourself
Lust.
You’ll break your neck to feel a thrill
And shove it all in this pill so it feels real
Nobody else will ever know just what you are
Until you break, and so your heart she’ll steal.
I don’t get a lot of hope trusting you
Should of let you go instead of me
Maybe it’s too late to be apart of you
Cause I lust you
I know it’s hard to feel alive when you’re already dead
This hate feels like love
This hate feels like love
This hate feels like love
This hate feels like love
One up.
It’s good to know she’s gone again
Hope this night will never end
Sometimes you feel like the end is better
Sometimes you like to watch me drown
I’ve walked this road
I can’t take this no more
I’ve fallen down and lost my way before
Before you go, before you go
It’s good to feel this right again
It’s nice to know you way back then
Sometimes you’re right, sometimes you’re wrong
This time it feels like we’ll get along
Don’t wanna ever feel like this…. again
I never wanna feel like this again
I never wanna feel like this again
Just for you.
I’m chained to the floor and I feel a little down
There’s a knock and I hope it’s you
Everybody else is looking down and I wrote this song just for you
This hell that you’re living in breathes from the love you give
And I hope you shine… yeah, I hope you shine
You’re right and you know it, I hope you shine
You’re right and you know it, I hope you shine
You’re right and you know it, I hope you shine
You’re right and you know it, I hope you shine
Somethings in life you can’t deny
Sometimes in life you have to lie
Everybody you know is going to die, going to die
Somethings in life you can’t deny
Sometimes in life you have to lie
Everybody you know is going to die, going to die
Something’s in life you can’t deny
Sometimes in life you have to lie
Everybody you know is going to die, going to die
So shine for me, common won’t you shine for me
Without you.
If feeling is all you’re trained to do
Then what is life without you
If dreaming is all I do of you
Then why this life I’ll give to you
You belong with me
Why you hiding lately
All this time you lead me on and on
Even though you saved me
Now you’re gonna leave me
I’ll keep coming at you on and on
If feeling is all you’re trained to do
Then what is life without you
If dreaming is all I do of you
Then why this life I’ll give to you
WTF.
You should have been around
To know what it feels like to hate you
As days pass on by we all age
Won’t feel the same as you can’t grow older
You know I feel the shame
You know I feel the same
Before i sell this life just to feel the same
I would of bowed again just to feel the shame
I’ll take it day by day
Someday I’ll feel alright
There’s no more words to say
Just as long as you forgive me
Before i sell this life just to feel the same
I would of bowed again just to feel the shame
I’ll take it day by day, Someday I’ll feel alright
There’s no more words to say, Just as long as you forgive me
As long as you forgive me, As long as you forgive me
You know I feel the shame, you know I feel the same
You know I feel the shame, You know I feel the same
Waste it.
I feel like I know you from somewhere
I know you hate it but they have to stare
I hope you’re alright cause they don’t care
This time it’s over so go and take your share
I’ve made it out and I’ve fallen down
I’m shakin off your shit
When I’m feeling low I should have known
You’ll only drag me down
Open up or run and hide
Hope this bottle makes you feel alright
To waste it all is such a shame
This time it’s over, you’ll never feel the same
Asymbolia.
You dream about your fantasies. you're sleeping with your enemies.
It's all because you love yourself.
You're betting on your loneliness while wishing for an end to this
so why don't you kill yourself.
When the world stops burning
when the ground stops shaking
when the world stops turning and killing and hating
how will you really know.
Everytime you look at me i know you feel the urgenct
to rid yourself of me.
but without me you'll be nothing less than tears in the ocean.
i hope you do your best.
Alright.
Words of love that fail. Turning dust to gold.
All these precious lives that you hold.
You're hiding from the truth, you're bleeding sympathy.
You suffocate while breeding anarchy.
When i breath you in, when i taste your skin.
nothing makes me more insane.
can i please come in and see whats underneath.
you're safe until you fall asleep.
i know it's wrong, just lie there... it won't be long, just lie there...
it's in this song, just lie there... creeping within.
You.
Looks like you need a friend, you'll have to grow up on your own.
I thought you'd be there till the end, instead you went off on your own
so much tears and so much hate to live
it's who you are, it's the fire that shapes you
it's who you are, it's the hate that breaks you
So you never made it in the end, why don't you give yourself another chance
here's to your dreams, here's all your hopes. Here's all your whole life in my hand
it's all in the sand. so much tears, oh so much hate to feel.
It's you, it's you, its' you, it's you that walked away when i gave it all to you.
Summer of Sinners.
You know i'll never change, change the way i feel about you.
The only time you beg, you beg, you beg me to stop.
It's still raining but it's okay.
This will be the summer of sinners.
it's all perfect as long as you stay
This will be the summer of sinners.
We're not gonna run and hide, tonight we'd rather shoot than run
blame me for all your hate, just know that i'll be waiting for you
t's still raining but it's okay.
This will be the summer of sinners.
it's all perfect as long as you stay, please stay.
Face the fear.
Been waiting all this time for you to arrive.
With skin like paper, your soul is burning up inside.
i'll hold on to your last words, drown me in your hate.
you made it look so easy.
i don't have all the answers, i just know the escape
all i have for now is you, is you, is you. you 're my mistake.
This time you''ll never lie, never sleep, or feel alive
no looking at the stars at night, no telling me that you feel alright.
no giving but still you're taking, no cold, no hate, no old.
No waiting, no life for you, no pride left to steal.
Lose control.
Feels like the day whe i met you. been waiting a long time fo you.
Times like these i'll know you. these changes you'll try undo.
I've shed the tears of a thousand eyes.
i believed the words of your beautiful lies.
All these broken dreams buried in this hole
i'll make this right till i lose control.
They'll sell you hope and make you pay with hate.
and med you up till you feel alright.
Feels like the day when i lost you
i don't wanna feel no more.
Someday i'll make this right
Reset.
Here's to you, here's to me again and everybody else
it's good to know you'll never know again how everybody feels
And i can't say it how it is
and all these memories are just too hard to keep
Here's to life, here's to being you and everybody else
i hope you're right, i hope you've found your way, and everybody else.
The giver.
Everything's gonna be alright, true words of the giver.
Ignore the pain, doesn't make it right, it won't go away.
Where ever this day leads to
i won't believe that it's true
everytime i miss you
and everytime i missed you
Days ahead, who can we trust and forget who matters.
All it takes is a little rust to breed all the haters.
Don't make me feel this way and build this hate machine.
Stop making these excuses, just stop it and make it right.
Drown.
You want all you can't have and hate what you've got.
You're loving this feeling that so fake.
Al that you want just keep turrning it's back.
You can't have it all so you watch it break.
All the pretty girls are full of shit
You're making me feel like i am nothing at all.
This suffering is all for something beautiful.
You have the all the choices but you fear what you take.
When the monster you've made is now the monster you hate.
The Old Man.
Everybody's talking bout the old man who makes toys.
Everybody's talking bout the old man and his life he enjoys.
A couple years back we were just a bunch of kids with no care at all.
Playing on the corner of house where an old man lived all alone.
His wife passed away along time ago and nobody knows why.
Now he just sits at home making toys for all the little boys.
Everybody's talking bout the old man who makes toys.
Everybody's talking bout the old man who likes boys
A couple days later little Johnny disappeared with no trace at all.
He was last seen playing by the old mans house all alone
suppose we'll never know how it all really ended or makes sense at all.
Just as long as time is relevant, this life will never be...
I am you.
Everyone i hate i see in my reflection
There's no escaping what i am
Everyday it gets harder to exist without you
I can't see you but i know you're there,
and i can't see you but i know you're there
I'm not gonna see this through
i'd rather run away
Don't tell me how i must feel
And i still miss you, another day i'm all alone without you
I can't see you but i know you're there,
and i can't see you but i know you're there
The End.
How did we get here, how did we get this far.
The darkness we fear is what makes us who we are
Lets be something for now and nothing forever
How will we make it, how bout we fake it through this life
let's hope we make it, let's hope we make it through this life
and everyday could be the end
we'll break if we don't bend
how will you know when your life is over
how will you know that it's the end
How will we make it, how bout we fake it through this life
let's hope we make it, let's hope we make it through this life
I crave you.
it's a feeling i can't explain. it's a feeling that keeps me alive.
this feeling takes away all my pain, this feeling i need to survive.
I crave you so much crave you so much, crave you so much.
I crave you so much crave you so much, crave you so much.
You make me feel invincible, without you i'm in invisible.
I know you want me or fake it for now, i can't get your face out of my head
I crave you so much crave you so much, crave you so much.
I crave you so much crave you so much, crave you so much.
I know you.
Show me your feelings that you've hidden so deep.
So deep and far away that you've lost yourself.
Show me your other side the side that likes me.
The side that ignores my flaws and ignites me.
And i know you, you should still feel the same
while i go insane
no i wont lose you
and i need you
you always liked to take the blame while i felt the shame
no i wont lose you
I remember the way you use to look at me
All i got was your sympathy
I remember your eyes filled with empathy
i only wish you could see what i see
my disease.
i see how much you care and i see how hard you tried
the hope you once had has now long ago died
like sand through your hands, you can 't hold the blame
don't try and reason with the voice of shame
save you, no save me please
you gave me life, now you're my disease
save you, no save me please
you gave me life, now you're my disease
There's no one out there, that's why you feel left out
this life's just not fair, we end up in the ground
your pain and my pain, is not the same
you can't help yourself, instead you destroy yourself
inside me.
the screams in you,
you never let outside,
you never let escape from your tears
the dreams in you,
are forever trapped in your sleep by your fears
save the silence from all the screaming lies
i hear them screaming right inside me
save the silence from all the hateful minds
i see them pointing right inside me
the dreams you've lost yourself inside
a world you've made where you can hide
a world where a thousand times you've died
your obsession manifests perfection
save the silence from all the screaming lies
i hear them screaming right inside me
save the silence from all the hateful minds
i see them pointing right inside me
don't drag me down with you
don't drag me down with you
Let me out.
we're all victims of our own hate
slowly you start to suffocate
on all the truth that immolates
the love you try to recreate
it's just the same thing everyday
history stuck in repeat
once the dust has gone away
we'll see the dirt that we eat
Somethings coming down, so why am i feeling wasted
nothing ever works out right, that's why i'm so hated
feeling like i'm trash tonight, feeling like i hoped tonight
now you're talking, now you're talking, now you're talking
lets do this right
don't let me out
somethings not alright
somethings not alright with me
I don't think i'll ever get out here
i don't think this shit will disappear
here you'll stay, feels so right
don't leave me here tonight
another year gone so we'll try hang on
when you get here, i'll be gone
you're so slow
i gotta go, i gotta go, so let me go
life.
now what am i worth when i'm lost in your words
there's nothing you can do but share your pain with me
the cracks in reality that we fall through
this moment it's brought us to
now share your pain with me
you and me, we're both the same
we both feel the light shining through the wall
you and me, we're not the same
we don't always break when we fall
now tell me
why it's so hard to live but easy to die
now tell me
why it's so hard to live but easy to die
All these broken lives we can fix
instead we're blind and feeding the lies
it's all the same to me
breaking hearts while growing souls
blood flowing through gaping holes
it's all the same to me
my mistake.
you make it hard for me to feel
and all i wanna do is fix you
you fake it so good it looks real
i want you, a new you, i'll fix you
my mistake, there's something bout you that i don't like
my mistake, there's something bout you that's just not right
and i like fake, it makes me feel like i'm fitting in
and you're so real to me, you feel so, feel so unreal
my mistake, there's something bout you that i don't like
my mistake, there's something bout you that's just not right
devour this perfect day
and never feel ashamed
it's all you'll dream about
it's all you'll dream about